Exhausted

I am so tired, I was woken up at 3:00 am last night because a close friend of mine had gone missing. This worried me immensely so I went into offence mode. My Friend marissa and I made it about 3 blocks before we found her, she had written down poor directions to a place where sick Marissa had partied and needed help and ended up going on an adventure. Sadly though my chivalry went un-noticed Since this girl, whom I really like, and who likes me in return ran off to help another guy, who she seems to like more then me, he had apparently gotten in a Drunken bar fight. I heard his ego was banged up the worse. Emotions were high all around and I was aperently in thew way, so I was promptly dismissed by my wayward friend. With out a thanx for caring, instead she spent the night consoling a violent drunk. I suppose I should be nicer I don't even know the guy. All I wish I knew is that he is better then me... But I haven't heard that.

I'm trying very, very, hard not to let it get to me.